When it rains I’m BLIND! sorry for late vlog
Apr 5, 2019
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QkfKui3WI8k

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it's more of the afternoon then good
morning um it has been a very chillax
wonderful morning to say the least
we just kind of relaxed Ollie had prayer
today and me and the kids just stayed
home is he the one that hit us that one
time yeah it's like taking the turn like
um anyways me and the kids just stayed
home and just kind of just took him
relaxation just you know took it easy it
was nice and now we are gonna drop some
Mel off and then we have to go to Costco
and then we have a few other errands to
run so my vlog will go up a little bit
later this afternoon but the most
important part is that we see my
beautiful face no I'm just joking
anyways but I just want to check in with
you guys say good morning and I will
check in with you guys again here once I
get home and we'll do our wonderful
reading and we'll talk and I have my we
have my response response coming up so I
have that to film as well today so
anyways I hope everybody's having a
blessed day
and I will see you guys soon okay you
guys we just got back holy cow
that was full it was like all of a
sudden out of nowhere just downpour like
you would not believe downpour like
bored um but we just got back uh I
wanted to thank everybody for coming on
my life last night that was so much fun
oh my gosh I laughed so hard and I real
after after I watched it back again cuz
I always do that I always watch my lives
afterwards I watch my lives just to kind
of see like you know if I missed
comments or whatever but yeah I was so
but anyways so I having a little snack
it's my this is the bad you guys that I
get I get the big bag because my kids
eat it too oh my gosh if I go on spill
my whole bowl great that's always a good
thing so anyways we're trying to figure
out what we want for dinner we're like
going in circles over what we're gonna
have for dinner I told him I said I'm
gonna cook tonight I woke up Amy's gonna
cook tonight but um so we have a few
items our choices that and he doesn't
want me to have to go to the store cuz
it's
really raining I was having a really
hard time scene so he's gonna do the
driving run to the store grab the things
that I need because yeah my vision was
like really bad like I was actually
really scared driving home because I
just don't see very well in the streets
when it's raining anyways
so here's my little serving hello here's
my serving of my popcorn 100 calories or
I'm sorry 150 calories 403 and 3/4 cup
that ain't no 3 and 3/4 cup but that's
all I have so anyways there's my popcorn
but I just wanted to thank everybody for
coming on my life I enjoyed it I had so
much fun I know that there was some that
were just in watching and enjoying the
live and I'm so happy that you guys
message me was like hey I was there I
was just busy I couldn't message but you
know I was on and so thank you everybody
for stopping by I just love having you
guys there it was kind of funny I seen a
message where someone said how can you
say I love you to your subscribers when
you don't even know them and you know
it's it's funny because I don't know
everybody you know like individually
person to person you know type of thing
but you know what you gain relationships
with people no matter around it you gain
relationships and you form feelings for
people and that's just that's part of
the involvement of having YouTube
channel and being able to correspond
with people every single day it's
awesome I want to show you guys my
newest hit my newest drops that I got
and I call them drops but they're
magnets or keychains or whatever anybody
wants them to be but they're my newest
ones I got mr. musty stash mister stash
II boy this one says stucco trying to do
it where you guys can see it's not very
bright in here today well as I'm gonna
go on topple over now
nope don't need any of that not today
sparkles it's so pretty my bee got
another bait I love it hello I have
another bumblebee but this is a
different b/c third they're like
different in pattern and this one the
glitter is set back further some of
these look a little blurry I'm sorry I
mean they don't look blurry in person
but they kind of look blurry on camera
got another unicorn
I have not cleaned any of the sides up
or anything like that like I literally
just took them out of there their spot
where they were working here's my bird
singing in the Sun my donut I love it I
love how so 3d it looks can you see that
from there probably not but it's so
three deed I love them oh I did do
another bead did I yeah I did
oh I did three bees I didn't realize I
did another bee and then here's mr. big
ol Pluto you can't really see him I kind
of chose the wrong color I should have
never did orange against orange but he's
still cute and then here's the bird and
then I love this one yeah he was a
challenge to do Charlie was a challenge
but I loved it he's just looks like he's
running in the grass the Sun and the
blue sky so fun I love these I love him
love him love him I could just do these
all day long really but I love doing my
tumblers too so don't get me wrong
um anyways but yeah those are my newest
parts of the family
and then I got me my remember I told you
that I ordered a new book you guys so I
forgot to put the book in if they have a
tear thing and then like still hard I
didn't put the in the description but I
will now put it in the description Oh
seen something else compare I'm like
what um this was a smaller one but I
just oh I'm so excited
I I don't even want to read any of it
I'm not looking into it not not until we
start our new journaling but um yeah so
I mean they're not far in size but I
mean I just love them
this one is by oh how funny I didn't
even notice that it's called present not
perfect a journal for slowing down
letting go and loving who you are Amy
chase author of one question a day how
funny that her name is Amy that we're
already starting off with a good good
thing
quiet your inner critic and release
yourself from the burden of unrealistic
goals with presents not present not
perfect this creative journal invites
you to take pause let go of what doesn't
matter and stay present in the moment so
that you can enjoy your life in a whole
new way whether it is awakening your
senses to the sounds and smells of your
surroundings or reflecting on an image
that helps you stay positive each page
offers a new way to find peace and focus
as a as you embrace your wonderfully
imperfect life over 120 pages of
inspiring directives to add joy and
mindfulness to each day and every day
with a filling of quiet calm and
appreciation for your beautifully
imperfect life get ready to feel happier
and healthier and claim all of the
benefits of loving living in the present
I am so excited to start this book you
guys like each day it has you know
so I'm so excited like let's see oh
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thank you sweetie thank you um so
anyways I will get the there you go you
can have moments cop courney my kids
call it corn popcorn here you go
you take the pool there you go
you're welcome say thank you you're
welcome
anyways out there it's cramping that
isn't not me to tannoy foot but I will
get the link to this one and I will put
it in the description below so that you
guys can also if you are wanting to
order the same book so that you can
follow along that is great I am excited
I hope everybody can get a chance to get
the same book so we're all on the same
page along with we still have though we
still have some days we still have well
this one goes to the last day of March
so I be not technically sorry ok ok so
we're kind of off a little bit but I
mean we still have about I think a week
to a week and a half with this book
before we switch to this book so it will
give you know a chance for anybody that
wants to purchase this book to get it
and get it sent to them but I am so
excited and I love the fact that I did
not even realize that the author of this
one is her name is Amy so that's an
awesome and awesome thing so anyways
yeah the creative cure for the / the
perfectionist and all of us
so yeah me so excited me so so I did
let's go ahead and get into our reading
today actually while I have the book up
so let's grab our books love our books
um I still can't get over yesterday's
where it mentioned soda that was just
about that was a hoot okay so today we
are on March 4th it says you are fully
equipped to handle the week ahead as
long as you take it one day at a time
you are capable let's read that again
you are fully equipped to handle the
week ahead Omar Omar I asked you to stay
out please go and play go shut the door
behind you shut the door
oh well that's right you have to get out
first there we go okay go open the door
okay shut the door behind you thank you
you are fully equipped to handle the
week ahead as long as you take it one
day at a time you are capable and you
don't
hmm I think that that's like that's such
a great reminder because I think that we
all get caught up in times where you
feel like you have to like manhandle the
whole week at one time and you know you
know you don't know any more than one
other person knows what's gonna happen
every single day the day before happens
but it's sad how many of us worry about
what is gonna happen the rest of the
week and instead of just taking that one
day that we are on and as we take one
day at a time and we embrace that one
day that we are on whether it's on whorl
Monday Wednesday Thursday Friday taking
that one day and just involving
ourselves 100% into that day whether you
know tomorrow's gonna bring whatever
it's gonna bring at least knowing that
we can embrace today and what is going
on today and control what's going on
today then what happens the neck
stay our minds not going to be present
in today's day and so that reading means
so much to me by saying hey it's okay to
if you're feeling equipped to handle the
week ahead as long as you take it one
day at a time are we you are fully
equipped to handle this week ahead as
long as you take it one day at a time
you are capable and I think that that's
so important like we have the tools to
make it through every day each day all
day but we also don't have to manage
every single day until that day comes a
happy uh you just asked for chicken
nuggets and that's what I believe my is
making but knowing that you can take
each and every day and put your tools
into that day that's all that matters
you are capable of every single day
handling what's going to happen but why
put yourself out three days ahead when
what's going on in today's day needs to
have your full attention and that's
where you know so much has been changing
in my life lately the last like well the
last week I would say mainly and yes you
guys I am in my pijama I am I am making
my video in my Jami
um but you know just being able to fully
embrace each day of my life and learn my
lessons take my lessons that I have
learned and put them back into my living
I think that that is going to make life
so much better and so much easier so I
am really excited to see where this next
week takes me with just starting to
truly slow down a little bit and just
embracing every day rather than getting
myself caught up on so many other things
I think that just slowing down smelling
the flowers seeing the world through
like my children's eyes like you know as
Syrah my daughter's she she will walk so
slow sometimes and she will be checking
everything out and I'll be like come on
come on let's hurry let's you know come
on come on and then I stopped sometimes
and I'm like why am i rushing her she's
embracing the moment she's she's
equipped to make it through the whole
journey that we're making it but she's
taking her time to get to that point and
why can't I slow down why can't I do
that and enjoy life and right where I'm
at rather than always being at a rush to
worry or to think about the the next
previous situation and so that is gonna
be my challenge this week is really
sitting down and just really
wholeheartedly thinking what can I do to
embrace the moment and the day rather
than embracing what's gonna happen the
whole week because I am capable of
managing the whole week but why why am I
going to manage and rush my whole week
away when every day I need to be present
because there's challenges every day
that need my attention and I don't have
to face every challenge all at one time
when I can face them all at their own
separate times so anyways that is that
today is also answering messages so I am
just gonna be FYI oh ho give you guys a
little awareness here that any messages
I'm gonna try to not discuss messages
that have much to do with the little
drama that was kind of bounced up if you
might come in there but I'm really
trying to kind of win now so um I I just
want to let you guys know that I am
trying to rid that drama and so I
want to really bring it back up in my
answering my questions but if I see one
fit to ask and to answer then I will do
so but I just don't want anybody to feel
like oh she didn't read any of my
messages that I posted you know if it
has really anything to do with the whole
fiasco that happened a couple days ago
I'm really trying to just let that go
you know I think I've done what I could
do by my apology I've learned my lesson
severely I take all my lessons to heart
and I don't want to continue to dig that
up because it was very very painful
hurtful to me but hurtful to others and
I just don't want to keep continuing to
dig a wound where one doesn't need to be
made so anyways alright you guys I hope
you guys enjoyed today I know it was a
very short one but you know some days
are shorter than others so but you guys
are also gonna see my other video here
soon let me get started on that one I'm
gonna edit this one get this one up so
you guys can be enjoying this one while
I'm going on to my next one all right
I'll see you guys again here soon
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